i pride myself on never cussing. to most people, i'm known as the good little girl. (well, except with tgs). whenever people cuss, i slap at them and in a whiny voice go, "stop itttttttt!" or "i'm going to wash your mouth out with soap". of course, this never stops them. in fact, it makes them cuss more. but anyways, the point is, i pride myself on never cussing. but in this case, let me tell you, i must make an exception.
because i gotta say:

fuck you colleges.

fuck you for not looking beyond my gpa!

fuck you for lying about your "holistic approach" to admissions. holistic my ass! then why do all the boring kids with 4.0s get in?

fuck you for not realizing that people make mistakes, but aren't defined by them! in fact, it should show that they can change and work hard for what they want!

fuck you for not accepting my friends, who are way more qualified than the dipshits that you let in. i hope you're happy when they succeed in life and all the dumbasses you graduate still live at home! (true fact: obama got rejected from ucla.)

fuck you for lowering my self-esteem to the point where i feel like a piece of gum on the bottom of someone's shoe.

fuck you for sending out pathetic rejection letters like, "we are sure you will succeed in life..." ..shut the fuck up! just say you don't want me!

and finally:
fuck you for being so fucking stupid.

whew. that felt good.
okay. back to not cussing anymore :)
thanks to all my friends who comforted me <3>