FML. everyone has been saying that these days. it's not true, of course.
that doesn't mean i haven't been saying it like crazyyy these past few days.
i was going to post something uber deep and philosophical. like david asked me why my blogspot id name was thethousandth girl. i was just going to post up this nice little poem by kipling:

One man in a thousand,
Solomon says,
Will stick more close than a brother.
And it's worth while seeking him half your days
If you find him before the other.
Nine nundred and ninety-nine depend
On what the world sees in you,
But the Thousandth man will stand your friend
With the whole round world agin you.

Now that i think of it, I <3 my friends. Thanks TGS for being my thousandth girls. i hope i'm the thousandth girl for you guys too.

okay but back to my rant.
I AM SO TENSE. SERIOUSLY. FML
STUPID IRVINE. JUST GET BACK TO ME. I DON'T CARE IF I DON'T GET IN, JUST EFFING TELL ME, YOU INCOMPETENT FOOLS. I HATE ROLLING ADMISSIONS.

NYU, EFF YOU ALSO. WHY DO YOU SEND OUT STUPID LITTLE POSTCARDS THAT INVITE PEOPLE TO EVENTS FOR ADMITTED STUDENTS WHEN YOU DIDNT EVEN SEND THEM THE OFFICIAL LETTER OF ACCEPTANCE? AND THEN SAY THAT YOU DON'T NEED TO GET AN INVITE IN ORDER TO BE ACCEPTED? WHAT THE HELL. I SWEAR YOU DO THIS TO SCREW WITH MY HEAD! AND WHY DON'T YOU TELLS HOW ADMISSIONS ARE SENT OUT? ROLLING? RANDOM? BY COLLEGE? MAJOR? EFF YOU!

UNC CHAPEL HILL, EFF YOU THE MOST! GOSH! I'M GOING TO AN EFFING DISGRACE IN FRONT OF MY COUSINS NOW! THANKS A LOT!

ALL MY OTHER COLLEGES: WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU WAITING FOR? FOR JESUS TO COME?

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh